FINALS = CRAP.-Wednesday, December 17, 2003-04:29 p.m.
I hate finals. I really do. I don't want to take them, but I have to. Talk about crappy options: Take 'em and MAYBE pass my classes, or skip 'em and DEFINITELY fail my classes. BAH! Meh, the sooner I get them over with, the sooner I get to go home. Mom and Dad are coming up at 1 tomorrow, and I figure they'll help me move my fridge and computer to my new room on 3rd Long, then we'll leave. Oh well, I'm gonna go work on my website now... gotta get that Cleon shrine up!
COLIN!! AHH!!!!-Sunday, April 6, 2003-12:28 a.m.
I just saw What A Girl Wants at the movie theatre with my bud Katie tonight!! AAAH Colin Firth!!!!! He's in it and he has some pretty interesting (and quite enjoyable for ME) parts in the movie!! I've got three words for ya: black. leather. pants. *screams with excitement and happiness* YEAH baby YEAH! GAH, he is soooooooo hooooot. I wish I was twenty years older...or better yet, I wish he was twenty years younger! I would sooo marry that man!!!!!!!! OK, ranting over. I promise. ^_^ I need to go to bed anyway, so I can dream of him some more (plus the fact that cursed daylight savings time has caused me to have to lose a very valuable hour of sleep!! so it's like I have to get up an hour earlier tomorrow than normal. GRR.) Nitey nite, and pleasant dreams to all! I know I'll be having them! ^_^
How exciting!-Sunday, March 16, 2003-05:52 p.m.
This Saturday I plan to go to Insomnia and see the much-heard-about but still-unseen Chad Yochum...I'm not sure I'll get a chance to meet him, though I really want to, but without John there, I have no good introduction....Oh well. Anyway, wow, I haven't been here in a while! Guess what? I was with Matt all alone at his house yesterday for about 30 minutes (ooh la la...lol j/k). John and Nick were late for band practice, and Matt's parents were "oot and aboot." So....Dweenie and I were laughing about the whole thing. We plan to write a "dirty romance novel" about it, haha. Well, I shall be going now!
It's been a while...-Tuesday, March 4, 2003-08:34 p.m.
I have been so busy with stupid school, and all this other crap I've had to deal with, so I haven't written an entry in a while. Today was positively craptastic. I'm being talked about behind my back in a class that I THOUGHT was filled with friends. Also, my "favorite freshman" thinks I'm annoying, which seems to be a common occurance with me.....;_; I'm just tired of people in general, I guess. But I had better get over it. The orchestra spring trip (cruise!!!) is in two days. I just don't get it though. Why do people have to be so mean all the time? What ever happened to all that stuff we learned in kindergarten or whenever?? like, how if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all....I'm noticing more and more each day that, as a general rule, people are cruel. They're cruel to one another, the rest of the world, and heck, even themselves. I know I sound like the little geek in the background whining "why can't we all just get along?!" but seriously, is there a rule that says everyone has to be an asswipe at least 5 times a day?!?! I really do wish my "friends" would start acting as such! It'd be so nice to just nuke the world and start over with new humans. I know I know, they'd be no different. I guess I'm just a little too much of an idealist....but I'm tired of coming home in tears because of the brutality I'm subjected to, not only at school (though that one IS the biggie) but anywhere that people are. I miss Dweenie....she's most definitely my best friend cuz she doesn't ever hurt me intentionally...well knock on wood! But she at least hasn't as much as the average human being in my life, so.....she's cool. Well, I feel like crying again. I'm gonna go..bye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!-Sunday, February 23, 2003-01:01 p.m.
Yeah that sounds vain, but it isn't, honest. My birthday is today, and I'm the big 1-8!!! YAY! Nevermind the fact that the things this age entitles me to are things I don't do anyway!! ...well, I won't have to worry about a curfew at least, but I don't smoke or buy porn...Not only do I not, but I even REFUSE. I hate it when people smoke around me (it's NASTY) and porn is NASTY too! But yeah, Happy Birthday to MEEE!... Problem is I'm just about the only one who remembers lol. Oh well, my couple of closest friends remembered, and that's what counts anyway, right? I think the true partying isn't going to begin until tomorrow, when my family and I go to La Parrilla and I am forced to wear the --as I like to call it-- lice-ridden sombrero, while a Mariachi band sings Feliz Cumpleaņos teehee. Maybe the hot guy will be singing! Anyway, I'll update when things actually...well...happen. BYEEE! ^_^
Moving on!-Thursday, February 13, 2003-07:25 p.m.
Brad has a girlfriend. And he is aware of my attraction to him. Crap. Also, Mr. L is being an especially large asshole lately. And Sean doesn't seem interested. So I've narrowed down my crushdom to two guys -- Chris and Tim. Chris is a more possibly successful prospect than Tim, cuz Tim's a freshman (though he doesn't act it!!) but yeah...I just wanna have fun and make lots of friends and crap like that. ^_^ I can't let Brad's unavailability, Sean's disdain, or Mr. L's assholicness bring me down. LIFE IS TO BE LIVED!! And I'll live it how I want to! I've decided. No more being sad all the time. I'll TRY at least, but I can honestly say it's gonna be tough. I need to start seeing life for all its possibilities, and focus less on the failures and more on the good times! So....LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL!!! ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
