Again, in Zoology...-Tuesday, December 3, 2002-01:11 p.m.
We just did this online frog dissection thingy, which you can find at www.froguts.com if interested (HA.), but I did quite well on it. Mr Lybrand was impressed! LOL I'm such a freakin teacher's pet, it's not even funny -- well, it's funny to me! Naw, I'm just kidding. I enjoy the class, so oh well. Man, Mr. Lybrand and Jeff practically broke my arms to see what I'm typing, GEEZ. I feel so loved...-_- Good thing they didn't see that one entry I did a few entries ago. You see, the one referring to a certain someone in a certain song is about a certain other person that teaches this class, mwahaha. OH CRAP I don't want him to see this!!! Adios peoples!!!

*yawn*-Monday, December 2, 2002-08:51 p.m.
Well, Thanksgiving holidays are over, and I actually survived the horrid truth that is Monday. *shudders* Let's not think about today. Anyway, I've been keeping a mental tally going, and currently I have three (possibly even four) guys after me, but the bad thing about it is, for once in my life I actually find myself enjoying being single! I think I've finally learned my lesson about high school relationships...I'm just tired of all of it. There IS one of them that I may still have the twinkle in my eye for....but he's 23 *mopes*--wait he might be 24 now...I can't remember his birthdate. I'll have to look that up in a sec. Ugh, I'm listening to such depressing music though...some medieval song from Vampire Hunter D. GOOD STUFF.

Over Thanksgiving break, my family and I went to this place called Wild Adventures--it's pretty cool too! It's like a fair, Six Flags, and Busch Gardens all rolled into one park! Plus there was an overabundance of eye candy there!! LoL OK well that was the short short version.

I can't think of anything else to say, except that the test mentioned in my last entry resulted in a 'A'! YAY!! 'Course, that's not such a big deal, since I only get A's in that class--it's sooo easy. This was actually one of my lower grades -- a 92. I cringe at the thought! I'M GONNA FAIL!!!! I'M SINKIN' FAST!! Hahaha, sorry sorry, just kidding. Half the class would have their hands aroundmy throat if they saw that! OK, NOW I'm out of stuff to say, and so I bid you farewell, until the next time I'm bored enough to type an entry ^_^.

School, school, and more school...-Tuesday, November 26, 2002-01:15 p.m.
I'm at school right now...*grumbles* I just finished taking a Zoology test, but I think I did alright. I really hope so!! Anyway, next period is Econ, and we get to finish Dr. Dolittle 2...what a way to spend the last day of school before a five-day holiday! Thank Heaven for Thanksgiving...I've been needing a break for HOW LONG? I haven't had the best day though...This guy who used to be my friend has pretty much betrayed me. He called me all kinds of stuff, including skunk-head (my hair was dyed black and is now growing out-- yes, it looks bad, but there's no reason to insult what I can't help...it was SUPPOSED to be a temp. color..stupid hair dye *grumble grumble*). ANYway, the thing is, I told him he is way too egotistical, and frankly, I'm not the only one who thinks so...but I didn't start it. He insulted me first, and it didn't feel too great. I've finally been pushed beyond my tolerance for his horrid attitude. Now I am able to say to him what everyone else had been afraid to say before. I don't care what he said to me-- his threats are useless..I'm not afraid of him anymore. I won't take it anymore. I couldn't cry in front of him, but I held it in and plan to let it go behind closed doors...I feel so miserable..thinking about it makes me want to cry again. I better not go on, cuz I don't want to embarrass myself again. Plus, my teacher is getting mad at me for typing too loud...I'm trying to be quiet, so it's taking me an HOUR to type one freakin sentence. Fine. BE that way. I'll go.

I'm fed up.-Sunday, November 24, 2002-08:06 p.m.
Kurt- I've thought about it time and time again, but I have yet to find a positive solution that makes sense. Believe me, I've tried. But it sounds rather suspicious that you're telling the truth and everyone else is lying. I mean, come on, am I wrong? I just don't understand where you get the idea that I am stalking you or following you around or whatever way you may have put it. Have I ever shown up at the places where you go? No. Because I don't make it my business to know or to follow or to even care. I talk to you online. I invite you to come with me and my friends to places or see me sing at church -- something that I would do with any friend I have (and I do). I pass you in the hallway on the way to some of my classes -- paths I would have taken anyway. How is that stalking? Besides, aren't you the one who always says hi to me? If you honestly thought I was a stalker, why would you encourage my behavior with a smile and a greeting? I just don't get it. I kindly accepted the things you told me about not wanting any relationship right now, even though it wasn't fun to hear them, but I still wanted to be your friend. Apparently, you don't feel the same, and that's why I find myself here, writing this dorky letter of explanation for my recently seeming unkindness. I wish you would talk to me and tell me honestly how you feel, assuming you've even read this far, since most people would read the first sentence, groan, and throw the letter away. If you want me to stop talking to you or having anything to do with you, I want to know. Again, knowing this might hurt, but it is best for you, and that's what I want. Heck, it's best for me in the long run. Just tell me the truth. Please. That is all I ask at this point. ~Sherry~

This is my note to that horrid little creep that's going around telling people I'm stalking him. That's the price I pay for befriending someone. Word to the wise: Don't be nice to people, cuz then they accuse you of stalking them. Don't be mean to people, cuz then they accuse you of harrassment. Just ignore people. That's the only safe way out. *growls* I really hate humans right now. I'm surrounded by them too.....sorry guys, I hope to be in a better mood after I've talked with Kurt, but until then, I'm thinking I'm not gonna be a happy camper about life and society and crap like that. It's gonna take a day or two for me to read over this letter again and again until it's perfect -- nonthreatening but getting the point across that I'm not just gonna bend over and take it (not meant in the perverse way so don't even try). Anyway, wish me luck, guys....I fear I may need it greatly.

So...tired...-Saturday, November 23, 2002-09:54 p.m.
OK, this is the SECOND time I have made an attempt at this journal. Last time I stopped coming for a while cuz I got busy and then I couldn't log in anymore after that... SO...here I am, at it again. I have to sing tomorrow at church and I'm waaay nervous! I have a cold, too, so that doesn't help things much, cuz my nose is all stuffy and that's BAD for singing...and there's the cough. But YEAH that's only scaring me further so I'm gonna stop talking about it hehehe. I'm currently listening to Don't Stand So Close To Me by the Police. GREAT SONG! And it kind of applies too, MWAHAHAHA. I have somewhat of a schoolgirl crush on a teacher of mine....but don't tell! LoL Naw it's like the class-wide joke! We say he likes me too, but yeah RIIIGHT. That IS a joke! Anyway, in five years, I am soooo calling him up ^_^ OK, seriously, I'm just gonna update this later...tomorrow, I suppose...I'll finish working on my website (www.angelfire.com/stars4/dark_azrylle) and then go watch MadTV and SNL! Adios, muchachos!!